When i got home after palying basketball last night, .paul told me that he got a gf. and then i think in that case, i should not study chem with him or even contact with him anymore (cuz i dont' want his gf to misunderstand) ^^
actually, at the beginning of this year. .... i was pretty close to Mike Deng, and he suddenly kept a distance from me when he got a gf. .. i felt sad and weird .. i dont' understand why Mike D suddenly stop speaking to me.. just becuz he got a gf? now the same thing happened again
so basically, i lost a friend
mb being close to guys is not a good thing -_- (but it is all depends on my personality, and it's hard to control... )
now. i also have a few male friends .. maybe one day when they have their girlfriends i will lose those friends too...
sigh....well.. since i am not sure if i can live in this world for another 10000days, in that case, there is no reason for me to be unhappy now.....---> (does it make sense?)
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